For the past three years I've narrowed my mind into only one viable option: Architecture. Over these years I've come to know all the differences between the best architecture programs around the world, ready to just start narrowing down colleges and apply to pursue what I have planned for so long. After realising that what I did in BREAKTHROUGH really motivated me and made my happy, I've started to rethink a lot of things. My mind has opened widely.
Should I really pursue my passion of Art and painting in the future? I'm scared that I might because with it could come many negative consequences many adults have nightmares about. Maybe Graphic Design is a more viable path to follow? I'm not even sure what my career and future would look like if I follow that path. Do I really want to be an Architect and spend sleepless nights in college? Yes and no. I love Architecture and I wouldn't have to face most of the problems I would if I study Art or Graphic Design but every article I read on architecture makes me nervous because its turning out to be a more corporate than I originally thought.
There was (and still is) so much on my mind and I don't want to let anyone down, but this has to be a decision that I make on my own for me only. I have decided to let things be and that everything will come in the right time. I'm ready to join the great adventure and mystery called life. I've decided to stop being insecure. Over the past few months I've realised that when I'm confident about myself and assertive about my decisions things turn out better.
Right now I'm going to focus on the future, on making an amazing, original and memorable next project for the Innovation Academy and to pursue my passion of art during the summer. As the adventure comes, I'll take it with the best I can and try to make the best out of it, something I'm learning to do. I'm ready to throw all of my insecurities out the window and start creating, because thats what makes me happy.